My First Make-Over
It was an exciting day when I made an appointment with Vanity Wilde to have her give me a beautiful makeover. When the day arrived, Vanity told me to bring several outfits to get dressed in, including some of Marlene's beautifully custom-made jewelry.
On the way to her home, as we got closer, I began to get more and more nervous as Marlene was with me. I thought about what she would think with me fully dressed - hatred, anger, support, indifference, or just acceptance of my need to fully transition. As I drove, I began to worry if I would ever become passable as a woman or would I look like a man in a dress! I hoped for passable.
Now mind you, at this time, I had not begun any hormone replacement therapy or undergone any facial feminization procedures or electrolysis to remove my beard and mustache. As we arrived at Vanity's home... I began to feel sicken to my stomach and wanted to knock on her door and pray that she was not at home. However, she was home and not dressed as Vanity! I was really scared.
Vanity escorted me back to her room and was told to get dressed. I felt very uneasy and extremely nervous as I fumbled into my clothes. Once I finished, I slowly walked out of her room where she lead me to her make-up table. With Marlene standing there watching me, I became more nervous to the point of physically shaking. Marlene kept telling me to calm down and enjoy the makeover.
As Vanity started putting on my make-up, she began to explain what she was doing so that when I try this at home, I would be able to put on my own makeup. As I watched, I began to feel better about my makeover and my decision to transition into the real me. When Vanity finished putting on my make-up and fixing my hair, she led me out to her living room to take pictures of my first ever makeover... Thanks Vanity for the wonderful memory!
